Its 12:30 am on a Tuesday (now Wednesday) morning. Perfect time to pour out my heart right? But I guess this all has been weighing on my mind since I returned and I honestly need to get it out there - even if no one will read or see this.
Its a very personal journal - but one I really feel needs to be done.
When I came back to dA after - what? - Maybe a year or so of being away (I couldn't honestly tell you the exact time, I wasn't exactly keeping track). I had hoped and prayed and wished upon every little star that I could see that things would .. not really go back to the way they were - but that, I'd be enveloped by that same warmth I ha